So, it's the same why's it always the same?

Hey guys I'm testing mobile blogging which is pretty sweet. I'm having a harry potter movie marathon today which I'm pumped about. I'm getting kind of nervous about Yale because what if I don't meet people I like. It'll be fine I'm just nervous and socially awkward.

When she walks, she swings her arms; instead of her hips.

Well herro! Sorry that I didn't post for a few days. I've been busy readying for Yale. Eeeeeep I'm so pumped. I think that I did pretty well on my french exam. LIke maybe 100 good. I won't get my hopes up though. I got a new camera which is very exciting as well. I also got a new pair of pants that could be like conductor pants and a purple striped shirt with a cheese pocket. I recently just found a most bizarre thing. It's HARRY POTTER THE MUSICAL!!! I also have the biggest crush on the guy who plays Harry. 1) His unruly curls make me swoon. 2) AS you can see by clicking the second link, he covers a few disney songs. It just so happens that the song, 'Belle' is from my favorite one, Beauty and The Beast. Gah. 3) He writes nice songs too. Adorbs.

Anyways, I've decided I like slightly feminine boys. Like really though, Charlie A.K.A. Dominic Monaghan is metro and I'm totally okay with that, if not more drawn to him because of that.

Isn't he cute?

Later I'm supposed to go see Year One with Cecily so that should be epic. I also have a crush on Michael Cera because he's awkward and slightly feminine with his little chicken legs. Jack Black is rad too.

I recently watched Some Like It Hot, it really made me appreciate Marilyn Monroe. Never having seen her act (or sing) I was surprised at how great she was. I really think she's a great performer. Also she's soooo pretty.

Man, I wanna be cool and famous like these people. Not just for the fame, but I want to do something I love. I love to perform and find myself wishing I could be living these lives. Sometimes I think that I should be doing something that could help society more and so maybe I'd like to do biological research. That doesn't sound nearly as fun as performing though. I'm just confused and maybe I'm too young to know what I want to do with my life, I just wish I had a clue.

Onto a lighter subject, I had an orthodontist appointment today. That was a party. I've had my braces off for over a year so they were just making sure I was wearing my retainers and such. Everyone was saying how pretty I look and having awoken only minutes before arriving I wasn't even sure of what I was wearing.

I love duets.

Just a quickie..

I found a website that I follow and find very funny. Enjoy that.

With my freeze ray...

Well, now I have bunches to fill you in on. Just ended my freshman year and thank goodness! (Well, I still have a French exam tomorrow).

Yesterday I watched Dr. Horrible's Sing-Along Blog. I loved it. Well actually I'm just a sucker for almost any musical production, almost. I also love Neil Patrick Harris. Almost any guy who can sing and act is someone I have a crush on....Yes, I know he's gay.

I've done absolutely nothing for the past week and a half (other than take regents) because I've been sick. I hate this. Also the doctor never told me what I had but decided antibiotics were necessary. I'm hoping I'll be better by Sunday because I'm going to Yale for three weeks. I'm so pumped. I'm taking a bunch of great classes and I'm hoping to meet a bunch of great people. I'm a little nervous though because I'm becoming progressively more socially awkward. I decided to go to this program because I was SO into acting and Yale happens to have an excellent acting program.

I've been reminiscing a lot about my elementary school days. I had so many friends. I still have "friends" but only like a few are still close to me. People in my group of friends have decided that drinking and partying are more important than our friendships. That's definitely painful. I also feel as if Kaitlin and I are drifting apart. This year has been busy with crew, swimming, and Jesus Christ Superstar I haven't been able to hang out with Kaitlin since she attends a different school. Oh back to the reminiscing, I've been thinking about my first best friends. We all go to different schools. One of them was a boy. I've been pressured to date him MANY times from my parents and I think I actually went on a date with him in like third grade. We went ice skating. Adorbs. The other was a girl. She moved away, not far but far enough so she would attend a different school than I. I've actually seen her a few times. She seemed kind of stuck up although she may have just been shy. But I've actually been thinking that I would like to meet up with these people because it would be interesting to see them after the majority of puberty and maybe we would all become friends again.

Right now I'm upset, nervous and very antsy. Being inside forever and not getting better sucks, especially with a regents coming up tomorrow. You'll get to find out about that. PARTAY!

Well...er...hello there!

 It has probably been too long for me to be acceptably saying that I went on an oblong vacation from blogging. Well I decided to start anew. This blog will contain many more mature matters than, "Oh I used to have a crush on him because he was gonna teach me guitar!" Oh back in the day that was why I started blogging. What a lame.

I really won't/don't have many followers but I'm okay with that because I'm going to use this blog mostly for journal keeping which won't be private. I don't really care, I need a place to record my thoughts and this is easier than handwriting because a) my handwriting isn't pretty and makes me angry and b) maybe this will be more fun.  Eh, maybe not the best idea.

I like writing and I like showing who I am. Unfortunately, I'm very shy. Once I know a person I'm usually less shy, but while it's still in like, 'Oh hey, I kind of only know you on facebook and/or  through people' I am a shy puppycat. I may be one of the most surprisingly socially awkward people you'd know. 

Well, I should set some guidelines for this blog. Firstly, I encourage people to comment and give me their opinions although, I must add that it needs to be phrased in a constructive criticism type of way. Secondly, I will try to post at least once a week. I'm not entirely sure that's possible but hopefully I'll get to posting once a day. Okay well that's the only guidelines I can think of.