oh and um, happy christmas!

my grandma was drunk off her rocket and my grandpa might be insane!

woooo!

this sums up every emo moment of my life.

why do i have to submit for others' needs?

when is it my turn to have people do for me?

goddammit.

meeeeeep

It's hard watching my sister grow up. I wanna be there too; getting ready to move to New York, having a rad boyfriend, being generally awesome. It's a lot to live up to. She says I have younger sister syndrome, where I just think she's so cool because she's my older sister. I don't think that's true.

I can't wait to grow up and have a life. I can't wait to have a pattern to spontaneously break without being scolded by my overprotective parents. I'm kind of sheltered. Don't get me wrong, I'm not like completely excluded from all teenage experiences, I just have mega nosy parents that want to know everything about my life. I guess that's better than parents who don't give a shit.

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i'm just waiting for your call. you can angst at me until you're blue in the face. i know you need to. come over and i'll make you cocoa.

can i just be out of lameass syracuse?