Aruba, Jamaica, oooh I wanna take ya..

Ugghhh, I'm so bad at this. Another week gone by. No blog posts. I'm sorry guys. I haven't done laundry in a while either, if that's any consolation. Ragtime was a success, if I do say so myself. It's silly but I only really bonded with people at the cast party. It would've made the world so much less awkward if I had discovered I wasn't as socially inept as I thought.

Well, I'm conflicted. (When am I not conflicted?) Well seeing as I'm going into my sophomore year of high school, I actually have to take challenging classes. (Crazy, right?) I also have to continue with Varsity swim team (I've been on the team since 7th grade and the coach would kill me if I quit, and lifesaving would be such an awkward class) but what I really want to be doing is the play. We're doing (well they are) Stagedoor which has 17 female leads I do believe. Gahhh, I really want to do it and I do think I have a fairly decent shot at getting a supporting lead (what a paradox), that is if I can attend rehearsals. Theatre is what I am more interested in. I have a vague idea of what I want to do but it changes from day to day. Currently, I want to be an actor who works at a family-owned bakery in a foreign country or Brooklyn. I know I should be involved in every theatre opportunity available to me, but I am just so busy. Ugh, teenage angst.

Being an avid reader of Jeffery Self's Blog and Cole Escola's Blog, I wonder if I'll even get to their success level. The world of theatre is crazy competitive and I dunno what to do about that. I don't like to step on people for my gain. I will if I have to but I prefer not to. Gah my life is a bit stressful. Well I'll let you go with that. Yeah I know, nice advertisement for their blogs. Fantasmic.