he doesn't look a thing like Jesus...

Well, I'm bad at this. As soon as I got started up again, I went away without my computer. I tried mobile posting but I hated the sounds the buttons on my phone made. Oy vey. When I came back I was just so out of it, and Ragtime rehearsals had started. Well, basically what happened at Yale was that I met a bunch of wealthy kids who had no problem saying how much their outfits had cost them. One girl went to a $300,000 per year private school. How did I respond to that? My school is practically free, we just pay taxes. Awkward. I also went to Boston and hated it. Not long after I decided I was an official Yankees fan. Oh and let me not forget that I fell in like with a boy who happened to be gay. Yay me. How did I not see it, his favorite shows were Gossip Girl and America's Next Top Model. Oh and he hates Coldplay which is a no-no for me. That was just awful. I did meet some nice people, they are planning reunions already but I'm so busy this year that I probably won't be able to attend.

Two days after my return, I started attending rehearsal for a summer show called Ragtime. There are some really nice people involved but I am too socially awkward to just go up to them and be like "heeeeyyy". I did have a mini-crush on somebody in that cast, he might also be gay. Goddammit, I am good at picking out the gay boys. I just want a dorky, gross teen romance. I haven't even had a first kiss, how weird. I'm the only one out of my group of friends. It's just so unpleasant. Anyways, today I think that I'm going to see Guys and Dolls performed by the Syracuse opera. That should be pretty interesting. I really love performing but I can't step all over people. I'm too kind to hurt people for my help. I don't know....

Well I have to go.

love to all of my readers. yes, I do know it's only Kaitlin.